I have trouble trusting men.
I almost always sat at my old church alone.
Once, an old man and his wife sat next to me. You know sometimes how you feel defiled by just a man’s eyes on you? That’s how that old man made me feel. He creeped me out all the way through service. I felt sick, and like I wished I was ugly.
My first boyfriend’s dad made me feel the same way.
I have trouble trusting.